"i love you but you broke my heart toO many times"

“my heart is cursing” by kim dong wook

Smile a little more with a happy smile 
So that you can comfort my heart 
That keeps looking for you 
Smile a little more so that the world would be jealous 
So that my heart that keeps calling for you 
Would not be able to become greedy 

My heart’s cursing 
Because I can’t even say I love you 
My tears burst 
Because my longing for you flows and flows 
Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn 
And remain in my ears the whole day.. 

Why does it have to be you? 
Why did I have to love you? 
Even if I shake my head, deny it 
I can’t let you go 

My heart’s cursing 
Because I can’t even say I love you 
My tears burst 
Because my longing for you flows and flows 
Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn 
And remain in my ears the whole day.. 

I love you 
I love you, forever 
Even if you don’t look at me 
Even if I say it a thousand times 
You don’t know 
Even if I wait at the same spot 

…bat dumating ka pa sa buhay ko..!!!!

..i hate you so much bakit kasi dumting ka pa sa buhay ko..ok n ako eh kaso ngparamdam ka pa…!!!

..i hate myself for loving you so much…!!!

.. i hate myself for letting me fall so deeply in love with you..

..you told me that we will be together no matter what happens..!!!

..what happened???… you told me that you will wait for me even though it takes forever..!!!

..but now??!!!

what happened to that promise…why did you not wait for me..!!!

instead you looked for someone else..!!

and know your telling me there’s nothing to talked about..i’m not trying to tell you that we should get back together..i just want to know if your doing fine.!!!!

…you haven’t change a bit..!!!

…i hate you..!!!

….di kita hinahabol..!!!

wala na ako pakialam sau from now on….!!!!!

..i’m back…

hi i’m back tagal kuh din nakapag tumblr ah…i miss you guys..!!!!

hi guys gud eve….so happy buti n lang good mood sila sir knina at mukhang lahat

kami ay pinasa nila… god is soo GREAT..!!!

NA Miss ko to ilang linggo din ako di nakapag post ah..!!!!

need to sleep early..aga pasok bukas nursing day tomorrow..!!!!

“thesis”

hi good morning everyone…what a day research n nman…makikita kuh n nmn ang prof namin..!!!!

eat your breakfast take care olways..!!!!

i love you all..!!!!